penned in prayer, an attempt to rhyme :)

pages calling out to mark forever,
my life's every moment penned in prayer.

hoping to change, what by decision i cant,
these curses to fate i forever chant.

she should die,so should he,
all the while the storm is within me

i am alone,yet loved and cherished,
consumed with the desire to be perished.

i long for responses to my actions,
i call out in vain ,i call out in vain still no reactions.

my god, my family, my lover, my friends you have forgotten,
i am gone , i am yesterday, i am memory because i am forsaken.